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Tuesday, 2 June 2020

Life tastes bad

Blank 
That's all I ever have known
As I remain to fight the thoughts
Or the clowns within my stage
Flame 
The reflection of my eyes
Whenever I see an unfair battle arise
I run to the nearest cover to surprise
Demons
They haunt me every night 
A daily reminder of my obsession
To read the odd unfinished business
Love 
A crucial feeling in one's life
I have slowly robbed myself over time
The child beaten to core became sore
whenever the word 'home' is called upon
Safety
Another way of saying
Endangered souls commit the right
while petrified monster learns to gaslight

Friday, 19 April 2019

Fifth Methanium

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The third stage in Shakespeare's play
One stage less than Tiger's
and a stage above Peony
We were initially acting the play while the audience watched us bloomed
A round of applause for the three of us
oh wait NO
It was actually for the two
Two names written on the trophy
so that means they have won
They say I never existed in the beginning
to fight for what I have done
They never wondered why I tapped the tips of my fingers
instead of discussing the unanswered questions
I never wanted to be the excess thing that was thrown
and I also do not want to be the one with the foul
They both never understood the reason I ache
The reason I wrote this or why am I like this?
The reason why I never confronted them
The reason I valued everything instead of rage
Simple words were said and actions were paused
How love is misunderstood by those who are lustful?
How I opaquely love while seeing the unattractive fact?
How am I here not revealing the unwitnessed to those who listen?
How repeatitions were always a thing?
How love can really be?
will always be something taken for granted
Like I was to Tiger
Oh Peony! my warmthful sowing seed
the mellow I recieved was actually
me stepping on broken glasses nakedly
Exothermic reaction gone wrong
I was being murdered repeatedly
apparently that was an art
which everyone adored
those clapping hands made it
excruciatingly beautiful
to these glistening eyes
drowning me in tears
unworthy of my devoted core
so I shall let go of my terrors now
and Carry on
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