Physically near yet emotionally Distant

I've promised my self that I will walk away
Yet the very next day I couldn't look away
From those glistening eyes and pretty smile
The way I can sense your mood within a mile

When I hear you talk about your wobbly past
The reason behind your fear and mistrust
How I wished it was me instead of that damsel
Heedless desires command my mind's principle

You let me taste a part of your abridged psyche
Despite the prolonged heart aching occurances
My huge fear is to leave like those movie cliché
Though the taste of your lips is addicting to me

This romantic chase has taught me valuable things in life
Love does not go the way you hope it should be
Every beginning is a start of an ending like a knife
stabbing through my core when we finally say goodbye

Fourth Methanium

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ㄒ卄乇 卂ㄩᗪ丨乇几匚乇

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They were the ornaments of the garden

plants and trees were rustling as the wind blows

A place where I met tiger and mostly watered

It was paradise until Peony arrived

The plants and trees started to dry

sucked the happiness out of Tiger

An alarm would have been fine

but to their sight I was the rising action of the plotline

in a blink of an eye

It was one of the famous deserts

nobody had doubts of the happenings

How am I dead while breathing gas in and out  simultaneously?

But there were three who cared all along

Cactus, Skull and Viper who buzzed

the melancholy of it

was I could not tell them in detail

only a part of it although it was deceitful

therefore I came to a conclusion of acting alone in misery

since everything was under the carpet so did I the dolour lass

every one remained restraint to latency

and I had no choice but to remain the protagonist of their story

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Third Methanium

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ᗪ乇卂ㄒ卄

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It was holistic to depth

the way the oxygen left

my bronchi absorbed emptiness

Like it was my last breath

I cannot believe they stole what's left inside

As if I was transparent

to those who passed by

at the edge of my view

two individuals misusing their taste buds

causing paralysis to those who once loved

then a flashback played while the grim reaper

reaped the sorrow out of my flesh

I recalled the feelings

Tiger made me sense

the greatest commencement

the prettiest chimera

and my pragmatic self

The times I was witnessing the unwitnessed

The scenery of the audience happily watching   

the play

The hundred hours I waited

just to get hit by a static bullet

How I wished it blinded I instead of inertia

Now I am no longer relevant nor requisite

I am just a lifeless body that was starting to rot internally

Plastic mannequin with a wide graceful smile externally

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The length of one's existence

First Methanium

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ㄒ丨Ꮆ乇尺

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You said you adored me

Even though the eyes you looked at

Isn't mine

And the clothing you wore lingered,

Of a divergent lady's scent

A territory I thought I owned has been

trespassed by my own kind

It became my one last for why should I stay

or wait three-hundred sixty five quarter days?

just to see your symmetrical face

and those shimmering faint eyes

and those lips which are fabricated to lie

multiple times

have I told you the reason why?

I abscond to leave in

the process of the door closing

because I know I will be your prey

Nostalgia of the chase, they say

The lady's scent is still loitering around your crust

Does she know your untold's?

Inside that flesh is a lion and not a tiger

Roaring for a certain lust

That temptation cannot nurture

I exculpated you

Although you chose to remain the same

You were once a brave tiger in my sight

and now you are just a Brute

entering a stigma of a different Peony

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His favourite