Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts

Saturday, 22 June 2019

Thursday

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I sat above the Black and Blue table
To view the scenery
Outside the transparent cage,
I noticed the clouds away
Further; near the mountains
Moving towards it’s right
While I feel the battle deep inside

It is a sunny day after all
Everyone around me is joyful
But will not see the sorrows
Through the window of my soul

Again, it is a sunny day
In fact, it is a beautiful day
For someone to realise their mistakes
For someone to shed their tears
Over spilt milk

The day turns into weeks
Or even months
The next thing you know 
You’ve been away for a decade
Believing it was your burden that
kept the wounds wide open

The red ichor and the green leaves
Spoke to me and it said:
Life is an enormous adventurous place
With beautiful sceneries and painful souvenirs




Friday, 19 April 2019

Fourth Methanium

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ㄒ卄乇 卂ㄩᗪ丨乇几匚乇
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They were the ornaments of the garden
plants and trees were rustling as the wind blows
A place where I met tiger and mostly watered
It was paradise until Peony arrived
The plants and trees started to dry
sucked the happiness out of Tiger
An alarm would have been fine
but to their sight I was the rising action of the plotline
in a blink of an eye
It was one of the famous deserts
nobody had doubts of the happenings
How am I dead while breathing gas in and out  simultaneously?
But there were three who cared all along
Cactus, Skull and Viper who buzzed
the melancholy of it
was I could not tell them in detail
only a part of it although it was deceitful
therefore I came to a conclusion of acting alone in misery
since everything was under the carpet so did I the dolour lass
every one remained restraint to latency
and I had no choice but to remain the protagonist of their story
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Third Methanium

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ᗪ乇卂ㄒ卄
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It was holistic to depth
the way the oxygen left
my bronchi absorbed emptiness
Like it was my last breath
I cannot believe they stole what's left inside
As if I was transparent
to those who passed by
at the edge of my view
two individuals misusing their taste buds
causing paralysis to those who once loved
then a flashback played while the grim reaper
reaped the sorrow out of my flesh
I recalled the feelings
Tiger made me sense
the greatest commencement
the prettiest chimera
and my pragmatic self
The times I was witnessing the unwitnessed
The scenery of the audience happily watching   
the play
The hundred hours I waited
just to get hit by a static bullet
How I wished it blinded I instead of inertia
Now I am no longer relevant nor requisite
I am just a lifeless body that was starting to rot internally
Plastic mannequin with a wide graceful smile externally
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The length of one's existence


Second Methanium

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卩乇ㄖ几ㄚ
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One of the flower's that I cherished
Delicate and sophisticated
Young and serene
Her stem may be a little bit branched but
that was a part of the portrait
She told me she had not pricked anyone yet
with the pointed thorns surrounding her neck
A dried red liquid is found
although It was not a picture to be known
there were black petals that turned vivid colours for someone special to I
I saw both of his hands filled with wounds week old
Could it be he attempted to pick this wonderful creation!
during that moment the flower transitioned to an atypical
releasing that familiar scent
making an indignation
which I realised how stupid I have been
For I knew she was always here while Tiger passes her path everyday
which made me ponder the reasons she might say
although I still ask until this day
Why Tiger out of all the Animal kingdom?
Was it because of his symmetrical face?
or Was it the abilities he does behind the closed curtains?
At first it was an electric shock numbing my veins
then a reality bullet swiftly came through
The gun was held by Peony and the trigger was pulled by Him
directed to my core
ending my virtuous mortal soul
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